i want to go back to wearing my winter boots.
with a jacket buttoned up to my chin, by such caring hands.
i want to be walking over the fallen pine needles,
escapees from their big brothers.
i want to walk between the trees, looking for just the right one.
the one that will make our house shine
the one that would make me smile everytime i saw it.
but it was never the tree that mattered, i wouldve smiled no matter how scrawny it was.
i want the smell to fill my head until im not thinking about anything else but the present.
nothing else but the here and now
with a winter chill scraping against my cheeks.
digging into my skin
oblite